| Location | Biggin Hill Kent |
| Age | 13 years |
| Date of Birth | 10/1991 |
| Date of Death | 5/2005 |
| Visitors | 6,286 since 03/06/2007 |
| Creator |
our beautiful baby boy was born on 1st october 1991, at 5.25am weighing in at a fine 7LB 11oz
healthy and bright, at 6 weeks old you got a cold and and soon after was diagnosed with asthma, it
was never a major problem just always remembering to have your puffers with us. whenever you got a
cold it would go stright to your chest, but it never seemed to be a big deal in your life, as you
got older and started school, you ran around the playground with the other boys, when you were out
playing at home i was always nagging you to put a jumper on or zip your coat up, but you would
complain that it was hard to ride your bike or play football with a coat on.at 11 you started
secondary school, you loved your smart blazer and tie and took great pride in looking smart,and boy
did you look amazing! we were sooo proud of you. as you were getting older your asthma was a very
small part of your life, you joined the local football team as goalie, going to practice in all
weathers and never missing a match, just me being a pain saying 'have you got your puffer'
as you ran out of the door, yelling 'am going to the park for a kick about'
the day that changed our lives started as any other, dad was cutting the grass, i went to get my
nails done, you were watching the football on tv, at 8pm you said your chest was hurting, at 8.30
dad said he would take you to casulty, once there you saw the doctor, he gave you go on the
nebuliser, then you had to sit in reception for an hour to make sure all was ok, you wanted a coke
from the machine but dad didnt have any money on him, so you sulked, you got bored and wanted to
come home, at last the doctor said you could leave, so you got home at midnight and went up to bed,
at 1am you came into our room and said you felt strange, we went into your room and put you on the
nebuliser, you seemed fine and we went back to bed, about 15 minutes later you came in , could
barely stand, you said you it hurt, i put my arm around you, you were sweating i said come into your
bed, dad will get dressed and take you back to hospital, you collapsed in my arms, and our world
fell apart, i screamed, dad came running in, he did mouth to mouth on you for half an hour while the
ambulance came then they worked on you, i was in a blind panic, i phoned nanny and uncle chris, they
all came over, then dad went with you in the ambulance, i went with tiffany and auntie natalie, at
3am on the 1st may 2005 the doctor came in and told us you had gone, i screamed couldnt take it in,
this wasnt happening, but it was real, horribly real, our family had changed forever.
we miss you so much honey mum xxx
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HUG WAR!
Pass this hug to all of
your friends and back
to me, see how many
you get back!
XOX Hello Angel XOX.
EVERY DAY AND EVERY NIGHT
WHEN YOU FEEL THE NEED
TO HOLD ME TIGHT
JUST BLOW A KISS INTO THE SKY
FOR I WILL BE THAT CLOSE BY
IN THE HEAVENS THROUGHOUT
THE DAY,
I WATCH OVER YOU AND HEAR
YOU PRAY,
I SEE YOU SMILE AND SHED A TEAR
FOR YOU KNOW THAT I'M STILL NEAR
I'M THE *ANGEL OF YOUR EYE*
YOUR *ANGEL IN THE SKY*.
NIGHT NIGHT *ANGEL* XOX.
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Few people come into our lives
and make everything shine,
but you're one of those
rare and splendid jewels
who makes the whole world bright.
When I am sad, you make me smile.
When I am alone and blue,
you are there for me,
and you make me feel strong enough
to accomplish anything.
Because I appreciate
the many things you do,
more than words can say,
I'm sending you the Candle of Love,
and hoping you receive
many blessings from above.
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Please send the candle of love to someone
who has touched your life, and keep the flame
of love burning bright.
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Thank you for all your Support
Love always Yvonne xXxXx.
Just Naturally
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Friends are like flowers
That's how it should be
So sweet and so special
Just naturally
Writing this poem
So you know that I care
Sending a flower
With love always there
Soft and so smooth
With fragrance divine
With greatest emotion
My love is defined
Hope when you get this
You'll send it to me
Keep love just flowing
That's how it should be.
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I\'l never forget...
I'l never forget the day i heard the god awful news James.
I was working in the Black Horse Pub that morning, just a regular day i thought. A friend of mine was having a quiet drink, when his partner Rachel came bursting in. Whilst in floods of tears she struggled to find words to explain what was going on. She was in pieces, fell to bits because she had lost someone so very special that morning. Showing my respects, I didn't ask what was going on, didn't want to know at that point as it was clearly a great heart ache to her. My friend Pete, returned indoors just to say that a young boy she knew had passed away. 'only 13' he said. I felt her pain, but at that point i didn't quite understand why.
I'l never forget, the phone call i received later that day. The news i heard didn't quite sink in at first. My friend Sam, who knew your mum and sister from BHMTC. The way i met your family. Sam had to tell me twice, because the words she said just sounded like ringing in my ears. Eventually everything clocked, how i wished at that point i had been a little bit more nosey earlier that day. I cried for you James. I cried for Tiff, and your Mum. I cried for Cass. There was alot of tears shed for you.
I'l never forget the feeling of being so useless. All i wanted to do was look after Tiff. But i didn't know how to deal with any of it. I knew your family would be sticking together, and coping the best they could. I spoke to Tracy, who said she would pass on my love to all. I left it a few days and kept trying to call Tiff. God i hate voicemails at the best of times, but that was without a doubt the hardest i've ever had to leave. Days went by, and when she was ready Tiff rang me, the call was cut short. She text me afterwards, to explain (not that she needed to) but she said she was fine. She had no words to explain what she was going through, and i had no words to make her better.
I'l never forget popping into darwin shortly after, the grief was felt by all, and there was clearly alot of people who loved you dearly there. That was when i found out that the funeral procession was going to go past the school. It gave alot more people the chance to say goodbye.
I'l never forget the day of the funeral itself. I'd never been to a funeral before, and I longed to come to yours to support your family. But i decided, as i didn't know you as well as i should have, there were better ways in which i could help that day. I looked after Kayleigh Weaver for the day, enabling Phil and Tracy to both be there, without taking someone else away from the funeral. I know they all found that day so hard. Especially Phil, who even stopped being such a clown long enough to express how impossible his reading was. But he did it for you, and i was very proud. So, Sam and I did that. I remember trying to keep Kayleigh so happy that day, I was hurting inside and put on such a clown show for her. Everytime she asked where mummy was, we told her she had to go and say goodbye to someone special.
I'l never forget the time Tiff told me all about it. Somehow i'd ended up going along to her prom. I hadn't asked since it happened, i knew she hated people asking if she was ok. I gave her time and she spoke about you when she was ready. Boy, what a story. We sat there together the whole night practically, and we sat and we laughed and we cried remembering you. My job was done, Tiff spoke about that horrid night, and about how everyone was coping. She spoke of how she hated most that she was scared Cass would grow up and not remember you. She promised herself she would always remind her. She spoke about times you'd rowed, and times you'd played growing up. She told me how much she missed you, how proud she was of you, and how much she loves you.
I'l never forget how you changed so many peoples lives, when you were here with us you made people happy, when you left us you made people sad. Now that your gone, your memory is raising money to change so many more lives. You are brilliant!
I'l never forget you James.
Never Ever. x x x
I'm a friend of your mums who lives in Biggin Hill and works with her at Darwin. She's a very loud member of staff - in her own words - but loves your school and does you proud there. Spoke to her about you for the first time tonight - she's very proud of you and loves to talk about you & rightly so .......
your missed
...
James everybody you knew miss you dearly and you'll always be in there thoughts... your mums always talking about you when she covers our science lessons, hope you see all the generous things your charles darwin year have been doing to raise money in momery of you.. hope you see your family love you and will always think of you..
r.i.p xx
The Bridge
by Joy Cowley
There are times in life
When we are called to be bridges
Not a great monument spanning a distance
And carrying loads of heavy traffic,
But a simple bridge to help one person from here to there
Over some difficulty such as pain, grief, fear, loneliness,
A bridge which opens the way for the ongoing journey.
When I become a bridge for another
I bring upon myself a blessing
For I escape from the small prison of self
And exist for the wider world
Breaking out to be a larger being
Who can enter another’s pain
And rejoice in another’s triumph.
I know of only one greater blessing in this life
And that is to allow
Someone else to be a bridge for me.
Thank you for being my bridge.XXX
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